An idea..

Woke up in the morning, found my pillows tears soaked
Remembered again what got me provoked
I’ve been down and out now for a few days
Given up dreaming, the desire to chase.
I looked up at the date,
Said ‘That’s enough mate…!,’

It has been a crazy life
Lots of ups and down
For the last time looked up at the sky,
Kissed it goodbye, for
I’m gonna go down and die.

I’ve been ambitious , nothing quenched my thirst
Turned back to my friends, they were all lost
Tried to be tough,crumbled inside
When even the little girl, left my side.
Looked up at the sun, the weathers bad
I’ve got to go, not at all sad,

It has been a crazy life
Lots of ups and down
For the last time looked up at the sky,
Kissed it goodbye, for
I’m gonna go down and die.

Hope and happiness is all that I dreamt
None really understood what I really meant
So I wanna start it all over again,
In a new place in a new time, where things will be mine.
Tumbling ,crashing I want to disappear
Where I’ll be out of sight, out of mind and none will be near.

It has been a crazy life
Lots of ups and down
For the last time looked up at the sky,
Kissed it goodbye, for
I’m gonna go down and die.